Hi ,
It’s been 6 months and few days that I blogged ... been busy been running helter skelter to arrange my holidays, money and minimum health required for my trip.
I’m just 48 hours away from my journey.... my head feels like a soccer match with thoughts flooded ... some negative thoughts and feelings are there ....
I have not got in to the group as yet ... my usual first impression of being rude arrogant over smart has got in to them too ... Delhi weather scares me ... Ricky nor me has never undergone to anything even remotely close to this grueling test ... I feel that none in the grp is ready for what’s in store ....
in at the peak of all this thoughts ... I ask myself " isn't it that you wanted so badly " to jump in to something which I am not ready for ... to push my body mind and soul to the limits of fatigue and then find my true self ... to put my self in the anvil and find the real me .. to do something outrageous and crazy to the normal world .
oh I forgot to mention that we are extending our trip to Nubra valley ( remember the SATHRANGI RE in Dilse , was shot there ) . only place on earth where you can see a cold desert and snow in close proximity .
I am waiting for the moment I wake up Ricky on 17th early morning and start my trip ...
planning to keep a small journal with me and my cameras to give you all at least the highlights of the trip
love
jM
